My feelings were not liberated fully as
per my age as I was under heavy poisoning from teenage. As a result I underwent
enormous suffering in most of my life. I was only saved by meditation and
blackspot gazing which were just sufficient to keep me alive. But most of my
sufferings continued. As a result after sufficiently long time blast of my
feelings occurred in the form of tremendous affection to get me relieved from
most of my sufferings. As a joke and otherwise I told her that she will marry a
mad man soon. To my surprise she married a mad man in two months time. Few days
after marriage she seems to be relieved of my indirect thought power and one
day early in the morning she came to me while I was sleeping in the veranda and
asked me why I hypnotized her. When I said that I do not know anything about
hypnotism she did not accept it and left the place. This forced me to look into
my past including the life of my parents that revealed me many secrets of life.
Several points are to be understood from my experience.
1. There appears to be some hidden force
that is helping me yet unable to save me from great suffering but is not
allowing me to die,.
2. The intensity of thought generated is
extremely high and is not under my control.
3. Such a thought power is usually
generated by some Indian saints who meditate in himalayas for some years.
4. How can a great suffering turn into
great affection to counter my great suffering. It indirectly indicates the
intencity of my suffering.
5. Its origin appears to be started from
my mother’s dream before my birth.
6. This is a very rare case and needs
investigation.
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